nights like these make me want to stay up all night and think about the future and what could happen. it’s scary sometimes, to think about how I’ll be going into college soon, out of the house, and experiencing the real world. it’s scary. but then again it seems like a good scary. like the kind you crave when you watch horror films, the scary that you want, just to know what it feels like. I also think about people a lot. like my mom, my best friends, my brothers. I think about how I want them all to be so happy. I think a lot. you know, on nights like these.